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italiano
Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 11:50 PM

The thing about me is that i am someone who can spend my days 90 percent feeling lost and 100 percent happy, seeing everything around me as an unexplainable beautiful mystery. That is why when things dont go as planned or some-things change unexpectedly, i just go,'its okay, lets move on or let's fix that/ let's go find a solution/ thats coool. I guess my principle in life is simply simple.

As of late, i've been thinking a lot about well, life. Probably too much in depth as i thought it would turn out to be. Its hard to explain the many aspects of what's inside of me. About fulfillment,about friends, about my future plans, about secrets, about my spiritual being. Sometimes i question if i impose this wall to such an extend that people are afraid to speak back at me. Its great that i've been having time off from my other commitments because i feel its time to let go, shortly.

For once, I wanna be like the Italians. The masters of Il bel far niente which means 'the beauty of doing nothing'. Such a sweet expression.