woohoo
Monday, May 30, 2005 @ 9:35 PM
This is gonna be the longest entry ive ever written in my whole life.
Within this short time span, a lot of things happened to me. Call this enlightenment of sumtink but I learn a lot of things that never crossed my mind. There is a whole world out there. I totally believe in this now. Ive become a much stronger woman both emotionally and physically. A changed woman, for the better at least.
Well, I have to say that i am very thankful to have a group of very loving and caring frens who helped me pull through this hard period.. They are the people who hug and listen to me while I talk with tears running down my cheeks. they are the ones who call me in the middle of the nite with many encouraging words. They are the ones who laugh and cry with me. They are the ones who have a lot of things to say although we haven been talkin for a very long time.
Yeap. I truly believe that things happen for a reason. the five months that we shared have come to an end. I know that this is a tough period for the both of us. But this is for the best. I can no longer hold this emotional strain anymore. Thank you for everything though.
I was so touched after reading the friend's entry. I share the same sentiments. To the friend, dun feel bad about it at all. I didnt play my part too. I guess i was too busy with schoolwork and stuff that we seldom get to actually sit down and talk more than just the normal,
hello and
byes. Its alrite coz we still have a lot to share everytime we get to talk!! Hehe... Peppermint icecream rawks eh?
Lynn!! Lurve ya babe.. Sorrie for not letting ya know about it earlier.. Mish ya lar.. We shall meet up soon, yes? Haha... *hugs*
*running to lyn to give her a big kiss, muacks* Hehe...
Darl Dian's off to Thailand to do her CIP stuff there. Painting and all.. Sounds fun eh? Haha.. n she promise to get me a gift back from there... Hehe... Was so happy that we get to spend time together before she left..
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Sun didnt go for madrasah. The minah was frantically waiting for me at the bus-stop. Felt so bad.. hehe..Overslept. For like the second time this month. heh. Was suppose to study with cuz ain after that but looks like its gonna be next week then. Met Cuzzie wuzzies at nite. They were telling me about the time they met fiq at the Jamiyah event. It was sooo funnie. I almost chocked on my rice.and they said he looked cute. Damn, I should have been there..
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To our relief, the class only has one extra lesson during the hols. It was only chem on Mon. The lesson was alright given that we did electrochemistry. Although our brains we saturated by the end of the lesson.. Hmm.. so typical of chem lessons. But we had to do an assignment after that. We kinda cheated coz we referred to our notes. It was so funnie coz we even had time to argue on which diagram to draw and to whether the equation used was correct. I-sha was realli sweet- she treated me to a drink. Why? Coz i brought all the necessary stuff that she needed to copy as she was absent on Thurs. Learnt her lessson oreadi. Heh. Decided to slack a while at lot 1 after that. Fiza, pipin, man and me had lunch at LJ. It was super kewl. Girl. I think uve made the right choice. Hehe.. Go for it? The rest of the day went pretty smoothly. Had a nice choc cake from Coffee Bean before going off to bed. Complete indulgence. :)
The next week's been put aside for study with the clan in school. Oh yesh, also a ball-clan outing within this month. Whee!
Happy days ahead. Life goes on... :)